A Scratch of Dream

No Matter what i will supposed to be, i wanna be something useful for another

dream

Starting from my childhood,
my parents always teach me to ask anything i need to God
my dreams, achievement, healthy, wealthy, love and also avowal

and i got it all
i passed all exam to my favorite junior and senior h.s with sufficient grade
not good enough
nor bad

God also has granted my dream to be an engineer,
but what engineer, i never asked Him
i got anything i want as an engineer,
Job, Salary, pride and also my scholarship now

i asked Him to fulfill anything what i want
but not in specific one
i let them going trough without clear aim
and just let them flow in general

that's made me never satisfied with i had
no feeling, no aims, half hearted

i never had starting plan in my life
never managed time
and just made all have fun
surrendering on fate
and give it up to God

but now, i must be change!!
everything on me must be better,
so i could make everything around me better

Let's ask Him about something more specific "through dua"
Work hard n keep dreaming

Life isn't only about let time go fast leaving us, but how we can corporate with to build "Us"